Late nights tend to lead to an increased introspective state of mind. Instead of dreaming, I spent last night analyzing. Overanalyzing? Probably. My mind ran and ran, and I did not have the strength in me to shut it off. I think it all paid off in the end though.
One aspect of recovery I continue to struggle with is my self-worth. On a good day, I do not worry about it. But when I am frustrated, overwhelmed, or stressed, I always revert back to the same sentiment: I am not good enough. [Read more…]