I am a glob of mixed emotions. 12 days left in the semester. It is taking everything in me not to cry multiple time a day. I love crying. It’s cathartic. It makes me feel better. But right now, I’m feeling the urge to do so all too often.
I get this way each year, with last year probably being the most severe. I was trying to sort through heartache, I was scared of studying abroad for the summer, and I could not comprehend how half of my undergrad experience was over and done with.
I wondered if I had wasted my time. I wondered if I was headed down a bad path, even though I was doing a lot of things right. [Read more…]